Nov 22, 2004 18:36
So..today I was home alone...all day and had nothing better to do but think. Think about things of the past but also about things of the future. Unfortunately the past had more of a hold on me and ended up being what I thought about most. I know I don't want what I used to have, I would be so unhappy with it now. But memories still seem to creep up in every little thing. Although I don't want him back, I miss having someone to talk to. I just need someone who understands.
Also, my phone has been screwed this weekend. I ran out of minutes(those good for nothing tracfones) so I couldn't use my phone at all(gasp). But luckily I will be getting minutes tonight. That thrills me.