bored...
so yeah... things have been really boring latly... i have nothing to do at night anymore, and nothing to look forward to. i mean i used to have a phone call or a text convo to look forward to but now theres nothing... it's rather depressing.
so i have this feeling that part of jake and ben's arguement/fight or whatever you wana call it, has something to do with me... and i feel ubberly bad about it. i really dont wana be a reason why they're mad at eachother and i really dont wana ruin a excellent friendship... grrr...
SO! in good news... LITTLE BIG TOWN CONCERT THURSDAY NIGHT!!!! I TOTALLY CAN'T WAIT I'M SO EXCITED!!!! it's gona be so much fun!!! and then saturday is SNO-BALL!!! i can't wait for that either, my first dance were i'm datless since freshman year homecoming!! fun fun, i'm sp psyched!!! hehe
but yeah anyways....i'm bored and cold and very lonely... i hate not having someone to call and bug, it makes my life twenty times more boring, actually it makes me look like i have no life. and for those of you who dont know, me and marty are no longer an "item" as most called it, we've decided to only be friends, it's been over for about a month now, but we technically just broke up like a week ago...or was it two weeks... well that doesnt matter. so i'm single!! and i'm totally looking and so far, its a no go with the guys. i mean i have one in mind but yeah... i'm not gona go there i've already kinda touched base on that in the earlier part of this posting.
So next weekend is the DAV fundraiser/ Dance and the weekend my dear friend Ann is leaving, i'll be really sad and totally miss her A LOT!! but yeah.. i'm counting down the months and days till my 18TH!!! yay! i'm having a party so ya'll better show up! lol idk but i'll try to have a friends only party... if my mom allows me to... well i'm tired of typing and my hands are fucking freezing and i still have to go out into this negative degree weather to get the mail...
so i have this feeling that part of jake and ben's arguement/fight or whatever you wana call it, has something to do with me... and i feel ubberly bad about it. i really dont wana be a reason why they're mad at eachother and i really dont wana ruin a excellent friendship... grrr...
SO! in good news... LITTLE BIG TOWN CONCERT THURSDAY NIGHT!!!! I TOTALLY CAN'T WAIT I'M SO EXCITED!!!! it's gona be so much fun!!! and then saturday is SNO-BALL!!! i can't wait for that either, my first dance were i'm datless since freshman year homecoming!! fun fun, i'm sp psyched!!! hehe
but yeah anyways....i'm bored and cold and very lonely... i hate not having someone to call and bug, it makes my life twenty times more boring, actually it makes me look like i have no life. and for those of you who dont know, me and marty are no longer an "item" as most called it, we've decided to only be friends, it's been over for about a month now, but we technically just broke up like a week ago...or was it two weeks... well that doesnt matter. so i'm single!! and i'm totally looking and so far, its a no go with the guys. i mean i have one in mind but yeah... i'm not gona go there i've already kinda touched base on that in the earlier part of this posting.
So next weekend is the DAV fundraiser/ Dance and the weekend my dear friend Ann is leaving, i'll be really sad and totally miss her A LOT!! but yeah.. i'm counting down the months and days till my 18TH!!! yay! i'm having a party so ya'll better show up! lol idk but i'll try to have a friends only party... if my mom allows me to... well i'm tired of typing and my hands are fucking freezing and i still have to go out into this negative degree weather to get the mail...