Its been a long time
Well, it has been over a month since my last update, not terribly sure who actually reads this, but for the two of you that does, i will do my best to deliver.
On the school front, i actually did well on my finals. However, i got one B-, two B+ and a B. Not spectacular, and one B+ should be in A, we will see about that. Have my classes all selected for next year and I need to bring my 3.25 to a 3.5 in just 2 years. Is is possible? Oh med school, destroyer of lives! WEEEEEE, melodramatic-ness. But let's hope that i have what it takes shall we? It's nice to hope.
The good news is that i made some really amazing friends this semester. They are science major/nerds like me and unlike some other poeple i have met, actually are nice and somewhat care about me. I seriously would not have known what to do without them. Also, i finally discovered the true nature of some people, and it was not pleasant. All in all, i lost some people, but found new ones. Balance has been regained i guessed and only time will tell whether for the good or the bad. Unfortunately, i feel somewhat estranged from some of my old friends. I have not talked to them in gosh knows how long and i truly want to, and have tried! Please stay in contact, you people know who you are.
By the way, i need to sorta talk about something. This is sorta weird, but i have an incessant feeling of ebing lost, like with no where to turn. I see my future, it is scary, the past, regretful present, which is sorta heart pounding. Am i doing things right? Am i living my life the way i should? I will never get a second chance, its not like a video game or something. What if i am loosing the chances that i need? What if i am missing opportunities? Will i ever ever meet someone i can trully love or will i settle? Also, am i being stupid or overly emotional by thinking these things sooo soon? I know i should live my life to the fullest, and do things that make me happy, but i am afraid that i don't even know what makes me happy anymore. I fear that i am shallow and not being someone i ought to be. Am i being correct in saying it or am i being unreasonable? Hmmm.
I ghuess that is enough for now. I wish everyone a very merry Christmas, and awesome New year, and to be safe and to be happy. Time is precious, and yyou should always betake advantage of it.
On the school front, i actually did well on my finals. However, i got one B-, two B+ and a B. Not spectacular, and one B+ should be in A, we will see about that. Have my classes all selected for next year and I need to bring my 3.25 to a 3.5 in just 2 years. Is is possible? Oh med school, destroyer of lives! WEEEEEE, melodramatic-ness. But let's hope that i have what it takes shall we? It's nice to hope.
The good news is that i made some really amazing friends this semester. They are science major/nerds like me and unlike some other poeple i have met, actually are nice and somewhat care about me. I seriously would not have known what to do without them. Also, i finally discovered the true nature of some people, and it was not pleasant. All in all, i lost some people, but found new ones. Balance has been regained i guessed and only time will tell whether for the good or the bad. Unfortunately, i feel somewhat estranged from some of my old friends. I have not talked to them in gosh knows how long and i truly want to, and have tried! Please stay in contact, you people know who you are.
By the way, i need to sorta talk about something. This is sorta weird, but i have an incessant feeling of ebing lost, like with no where to turn. I see my future, it is scary, the past, regretful present, which is sorta heart pounding. Am i doing things right? Am i living my life the way i should? I will never get a second chance, its not like a video game or something. What if i am loosing the chances that i need? What if i am missing opportunities? Will i ever ever meet someone i can trully love or will i settle? Also, am i being stupid or overly emotional by thinking these things sooo soon? I know i should live my life to the fullest, and do things that make me happy, but i am afraid that i don't even know what makes me happy anymore. I fear that i am shallow and not being someone i ought to be. Am i being correct in saying it or am i being unreasonable? Hmmm.
I ghuess that is enough for now. I wish everyone a very merry Christmas, and awesome New year, and to be safe and to be happy. Time is precious, and yyou should always betake advantage of it.