Goodbye Journal

[iceblustarz4u]

Life is a journey. I don't know what to expect next. What I do know is that I have a lot of wonderful memories. I went from nothing to everything. In my life I have given my all for everything I have ever done. I've seen things that I never thought I'd see. I can recall the first time I ever looked out my window in my office on the 31st floor. How proud I felt to finally "make it." I made memories, and plenty of them. I continued to make many over the years. I have survived a lot of battles but each teaching me something. Now in my life I have to "focus" on what's ahead. I will miss so many things I have to put behind me. I will miss a lot of those memories but never lose feeling in my heart. I won't miss the hurt and betrayl but that's what taught me the most. This is my last entry. I leave livejournal to move on to a new journal. I will fill this journal with hopes and dreams of my years to come. The ones I love most, you'll be there beside me. I may be different but what is "normal?" I have issues, don't you? This is the last letter ever signed by "kam"
I close the book on my past
I open the book of oppurtunity
I read "An angel. You are a rare find is this lifetime. How do you speak to me when I look in your eyes? You see people. The question is how do you know? How do you feel their pain? God created the most eccentric women. Your strength, intelligence, hard work, and most of all never giving up makes you who you are. An angel <3 Thank you for loving me.

I'm happy.
I'll miss these days, but I look forward to the ones ahead more!