Sep 20, 2005 15:17
Seriously.. today was one of the worst days of my life.. I was so stressed out and upset. it was horrible. it starts off...
I was doing my homework in my room this morning.. I hear this pounding noise. I assume its the new neighbors hanging more stuff up.. they have been doing that for the past few days.. then I hear the sound even louder.. I was just trying to ignore it and continue my hw. but then I heard the pounding even louder... and then my door knob was being shaken.. then more banging! I was freaking out.. I dialed 911 in my cell phone.. but was soo scared to press call. then stupid me. I went over to the door way entrance to look through the peep hole.. while the banging was going on. I know stupid. but guess who was there. andrew!!! I was soo pissed. I just started yelling at him and crying. I couldn't believe he would do that! he said he thought I was in the shower so he needed to bang and kick the door. like I would fucking answer that! I'm surprise no one in my hall said anything.. it was so fucking loud. I was still shaking and crying when he came inside. I have never been that scared before... ever. I'm in a new place.. by myself.. you dont just fucking bang on my door.
so yeah my day gets even better... andrew followed me to go to this car place.. so they can check out the problem it was having.. I follow the directions from online and guess what.. they were wrong. I call the place.. yeah WRONG NUMBER. then I called my dad.. and he tells me to go back down the way i came. still.. I couldnt find it. I was driving up and down streets with my car making all this cracked out sounds.. it sucked. I didnt want my car breaking down while I was trying to drive it to the mechanic.. I call my dad again totally stressed out and angry.. and he gives me different directions.. I follow em.. then they werent right. then he told me to turn around again.. So once again im crying and totally upset Finally as I was U turning to go back the other direction.. I saw the place.. so I turned. went back at the light and into the the place. we were circling the area for about an hour. :(
then andrew took me straight to school.. cause I needed to go to class.. no back pack.. no nothing.
by the time I walked home I was so exhausted.. I still need to do so much reading and laundry.. I hadn't even eaten yet
what a horrible fucking day.