i am alive, and I hurt
Been sorta busy with work and other things. I am alive, I do read. Sorry just for not being around much or updating. ._.; I hurt, I'm so fsking tired of being hurt. People dont understand I have problems with them hurting themselves, or anyone else in any shape or form. I'm doing so many things wrong to my friends. I feel like a horrible person. Yanno... I'm sorry for ever getting into their lives. Somehow I think it may of been better if I just didn't exist at times, then they wouldn't care or anything. So tired of walking on egg shells, hurting because I dont do something like this or my chars do this instead. I can't deal with it.. I'm half tempted to just forget about all of them, give them up and just stop and be left alone. It might be better in a way. But then I dont know, I think I'd only get them mad at me. ._.;; Either way I go I screw up. Its one way or the other apperently I can't do much of anything right. I'm sorry if I have made any of your lives messes. Hopefully you all can forgive me to ._.
Neko
Neko