Angst Bingo
Title: The first time
Prompt: The first time
Fandom/Pairing: Criminal minds, Reid
Medium: Fic
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Implied non-con. Implied character death
Summary: How is your first time supposed to be?
Unbeta
Written for angst_bingo
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The first time was supposed to be in a darkened bedroom, perhaps with candles or a small lamp being the only glow in the room so they could see each other and explore with their eyes. Dark, clean sheets that would wrap around the lovers with the care fitted for the occasion.
The first time was supposed to be intimate, careful preparation, words of encouragement whispered softly into ears, words of needy pleas and the easiness lasting for hours. Until they´d both explode and fall into the bliss.
The first time was supposed to be beautiful and sweet and lots of touching and cuddling afterwards. Bodies pressed into one another for warmth, comfort and feeling
The first time was supposed to be with someone he would have chosen, someone he trusted and maybe even loved. Someone who he could see spending the rest of his life with, the two point five kids, two Labradors and the white picket fence. Something that could possible lead to school-meetings and calls to the principle-office and arguments over if their son was responsible enough to borrow the car.
The first time wasn´t supposed to be on an old mattress were the springs pushed against his torso, with dirty sheets and even dirtier cover. The blinding sunlight forcing itself through the open windows although he couldn´t see it through his blindfold he could feel the stinging warmth on his arms and neck.
The first time wasn´t supposed to be hands tied above his head to the bed frame. Harsh voice yelling nonsense and calling him sinful names, and the only words he could plea where of being freed and not harmed. He could only wish it would be over in a nanosecond.
The first time wasn´t supposed to be painful and forceful. Hard fists beating his torso and leaving red bruises that sent flare of pain through his body, rough fingers threading through his hair and pulling as flat palm hit his face leaving him disoriented and with an excruciating headache.
The first time wasn´t supposed to be an Unsub, a sexual sociopath that kidnapped, tortured and raped his victim until he got bored and killed them.
~*~
Reid didn´t hear when the team finally entered the cabin, didn´t hear when Morgan gave the Unsub a chance to surrender with a forceful voice, didn´t hear when Prentiss fired three shots into the Unsub´s chest, didn´t hear his name being shouted all over the house.
Reid didn´t feel when the Unit Chief softly called out his name, didn´t feel when the older man carefully removed the blindfold, didn´t feel when his boss pressed fingers to his neck, didn´t feel when he unlocked the cuffs around his wrist, didn´t feel when Hotch laid his jacket over his naked form, didn´t feel when callused fingers carefully caressed his cheek and pushed a strand of hair out of the way.
Reid didn´t see when Morgan, Prentiss and Rossi rushed through the door, didn´t see Prentiss shake her head in denial, didn´t see Morgan pick up the phone and quickly removed himself from the room to call to Garcia, didn´t see Rossi set his hand on Hotch´s shoulder and drag him away from the bed so the EMTs would have room to work.
The way the first time was supposed to be didn´t matter anymore.
The way the first time wasn´t supposed to be didn´t matter anymore.
He wasn´t a virgin anymore.
The End.
Prompt: The first time
Fandom/Pairing: Criminal minds, Reid
Medium: Fic
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Implied non-con. Implied character death
Summary: How is your first time supposed to be?
Unbeta
Written for angst_bingo
***
The first time was supposed to be in a darkened bedroom, perhaps with candles or a small lamp being the only glow in the room so they could see each other and explore with their eyes. Dark, clean sheets that would wrap around the lovers with the care fitted for the occasion.
The first time was supposed to be intimate, careful preparation, words of encouragement whispered softly into ears, words of needy pleas and the easiness lasting for hours. Until they´d both explode and fall into the bliss.
The first time was supposed to be beautiful and sweet and lots of touching and cuddling afterwards. Bodies pressed into one another for warmth, comfort and feeling
The first time was supposed to be with someone he would have chosen, someone he trusted and maybe even loved. Someone who he could see spending the rest of his life with, the two point five kids, two Labradors and the white picket fence. Something that could possible lead to school-meetings and calls to the principle-office and arguments over if their son was responsible enough to borrow the car.
The first time wasn´t supposed to be on an old mattress were the springs pushed against his torso, with dirty sheets and even dirtier cover. The blinding sunlight forcing itself through the open windows although he couldn´t see it through his blindfold he could feel the stinging warmth on his arms and neck.
The first time wasn´t supposed to be hands tied above his head to the bed frame. Harsh voice yelling nonsense and calling him sinful names, and the only words he could plea where of being freed and not harmed. He could only wish it would be over in a nanosecond.
The first time wasn´t supposed to be painful and forceful. Hard fists beating his torso and leaving red bruises that sent flare of pain through his body, rough fingers threading through his hair and pulling as flat palm hit his face leaving him disoriented and with an excruciating headache.
The first time wasn´t supposed to be an Unsub, a sexual sociopath that kidnapped, tortured and raped his victim until he got bored and killed them.
~*~
Reid didn´t hear when the team finally entered the cabin, didn´t hear when Morgan gave the Unsub a chance to surrender with a forceful voice, didn´t hear when Prentiss fired three shots into the Unsub´s chest, didn´t hear his name being shouted all over the house.
Reid didn´t feel when the Unit Chief softly called out his name, didn´t feel when the older man carefully removed the blindfold, didn´t feel when his boss pressed fingers to his neck, didn´t feel when he unlocked the cuffs around his wrist, didn´t feel when Hotch laid his jacket over his naked form, didn´t feel when callused fingers carefully caressed his cheek and pushed a strand of hair out of the way.
Reid didn´t see when Morgan, Prentiss and Rossi rushed through the door, didn´t see Prentiss shake her head in denial, didn´t see Morgan pick up the phone and quickly removed himself from the room to call to Garcia, didn´t see Rossi set his hand on Hotch´s shoulder and drag him away from the bed so the EMTs would have room to work.
The way the first time was supposed to be didn´t matter anymore.
The way the first time wasn´t supposed to be didn´t matter anymore.
He wasn´t a virgin anymore.
The End.