Long Time and alot has happened!!
ok since my last post, here's what happened...........
i drove to Detroit to be with Nicole, spent 5 days there with her!! it was amazing, havent been that happy in my entire life!! didnt want to leave, it broke my heart when i did!! it hurt so bad!! i think we had fun, we went to the zoo i got some nice pics there!! :) i went and sat down with nicole while she got her hair cut! it was a long sit!! hahaha but she looked super sexy after so it was all good!! :) we went to the bar, where i proceded to drink Nicole under the table, all the smack talk she gave bout her out drinkin me, i have yet to see that happen to me!! by anyone let alone lil nicole!! she gave me a good run though!! but just couldnt handle it after!! it never felt so right in my entire life to actually share my bed and cuddle while sleeping, i was so happy!! and still am when ever i think about it! then the hardest thing ever, happened in my life!! :( i had to leave and go home!! hardest think i ever done!! i cried for about a week after!! and it still hurts thinking about it now!! :(
i wanna be there with her now, but i just cant at the moment! and it hurts to see her how she is!! :(
i dont know what im doing anymore!!
one nice thing is its finally summer i spent 30 minutes in the sun at lunch and im already gettin burned!! damn sun is hot!! with that im out again time to get back to work!! SUPER HAPPY FUN TIME WORK!! fuckkkkkkkk me!!
i drove to Detroit to be with Nicole, spent 5 days there with her!! it was amazing, havent been that happy in my entire life!! didnt want to leave, it broke my heart when i did!! it hurt so bad!! i think we had fun, we went to the zoo i got some nice pics there!! :) i went and sat down with nicole while she got her hair cut! it was a long sit!! hahaha but she looked super sexy after so it was all good!! :) we went to the bar, where i proceded to drink Nicole under the table, all the smack talk she gave bout her out drinkin me, i have yet to see that happen to me!! by anyone let alone lil nicole!! she gave me a good run though!! but just couldnt handle it after!! it never felt so right in my entire life to actually share my bed and cuddle while sleeping, i was so happy!! and still am when ever i think about it! then the hardest thing ever, happened in my life!! :( i had to leave and go home!! hardest think i ever done!! i cried for about a week after!! and it still hurts thinking about it now!! :(
i wanna be there with her now, but i just cant at the moment! and it hurts to see her how she is!! :(
i dont know what im doing anymore!!
one nice thing is its finally summer i spent 30 minutes in the sun at lunch and im already gettin burned!! damn sun is hot!! with that im out again time to get back to work!! SUPER HAPPY FUN TIME WORK!! fuckkkkkkkk me!!