Sup?

Jan 27, 2005 08:57

Well quick lil recap since my last post/update, work is busy again now which is good, days go by quicker! dont know if thats a good or bad thing, dont really care! got some down time now, for the first time in weeks i got an hour to waste! so i decided to update! so of course with work being busy and all, i havent had much time to do anything nor do i want to do anything, gettin drunk on friday afternoons is more then fine with me, lack of friends is depressing, especially when the only ones i have up here are workin like me and always feel the way i do! one buddy got shipped to site so he be's gone 20 days at a time before we see him again, my other good buddy got a kid and another one on the way so he dont be doin much anymore! sometimes i just feel like not getting outta the bed, nothing to look forward to then other goin to work!! and thats just not right! my roommates birthday was sometime this week, me and one of his buddies planned a surprise birthday party, but the way i feel now, i dont wanna go! but i guess i got too! Last night was one of my most painful and depressing nights ever! i'll leave it at that!!

with that im out!! and while i was typing this i got a shitload of work so i'll be busy for a while again!!

I throw myself into the sea
Release the wave
Let it wash over me
To face the fear
I once believed
The tears of the dragon
For you and for me

Where I was
I had wings that couldn't fly
Where I was
I had tears I couldn't cry
My emotions
Frozen in an icy lake
I couldn't feel them
Until the ice began to break
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