SO CONFUSED AND SO LONELY

[ice_spirit]

I HATE MYSELF BUT I HATE YOU MORE
TO HAVE CHAOS IN MY MIND.
TORMETED SOUL BEING CONSUMED BY FEAR, LOVE FOR SOMEONE THAT IS CLOSE TO ME, AND LONLINESS

TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU.... I MEAN TO START TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU.......
BUT I DONE'T WONT TO HURT ARE FRIENDSHIP.... I DONE'T WONT TO HURT YOU IN THE END...
I'M SO CONFUSED SO VERY LONELY

AND TO SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE IN LIFE...HOW KIND YOU ARE.... AND SWEET YOU ARE
TO ME YOU CARE ABOUT ME... I MEAN IF I'M OK IN LIFE.

TO HAVE A STATE OF MIND THAT IS ALWAYS TORMETED BY THE PAST
AND TO HAVE A SOUL THAT IS SO ALONE IN LIFE