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I FEEL CONFUSED ABOUT EVERY THING IN MY LIFE.I THINK I SHOULD BE THE GRIM REPEAR BECAUSE ALL OF THE PEOPLE I NOW TURN AWAY FROM ME. OR THEY HAVE FORSAKEN ME. IS MY DESTINY TO FALL IN LOVE? I'M I DESTINED TO BE ALONE OR TO BE WITH THE ONE I LOVE? WILL SHE EVER FALL IN LOVE WITH ME? WILL I EVER FIND THE ONE THAT I WILL STAY WITH? I AM SO TIRED OF BEING ALONE ... I AM SO VERY LONELY. I'M SO TIRED OF LIVEING I JUST WANT TO DIE. NO ONE LISTEN OR UNDERSTAND ME NO ONE CARES. ALL I WANT IS SOMEONE I CAN SPEND TIME WITH SOMEONE I CAN FALL IN LOVE WITH. I HATE BEING ALONE ALL THAT I KNOW IS DARKNESS, PAIN, AND DEATH. ALL I KNOW IS LONELYNESS IN LIFE... WHY IS THE ONES YOU LOVE NEVER RELIZE THAT YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH THEM AND THEY NEVER FEEL THE SAME WHAY ABOUT YOU? PEACE IS BUT A SHADOW OF DEATH... LIFE SUCKS AND IF YOU ARE LUCKY YOU WILL DIE A PAINLESS DEATH. I WISH I WERE DEAD. I WISH I COULD FIND SO ONE THAT WOULD FALL IN LOVE WITH ME. I DON'T THINK THAT WOULD HAPEN TO ME.
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