Jan 28, 2005 09:15
I was dreaming of being alone. I hate dreaming I hate sleeping
Sleeping is for normal people Good dreams are not for me
All I have are nightmares my life is a nightmare
Because I’m chaos I’m despair I’m disorder
I’m death I’m unknown I’m unseen I’m the unbelievable
Why are people so lost in life?
Why do I have so many nightmares?
Why is there so much chaos in my life?
Why am I so lonely?
Why can I find someone to love?
Why can people let me be?
Why hasn’t death taken me yet?
Why is there so much despair in my life and in the world today?
Why can I have peace in my life?
I wish I could wake up from this nightmare. I can’t escape from this nightmare every body is leaving me
The ones I care about are fading away this nightmare will it ever end why hasn’t death taken me yet?
What is he waiting for? The grim reaper is the only one that can save me from this nightmare.
I ‘m going crazy. All I ever do now cry I go to school and put on a mask to look happy or okay
I wish all of the loud voices in my head would go away I wish everybody would let me be
Why dose everybody wants to hurt me? I wish death would come for me already I have been waiting for it
When death takes me would the angels weep for soul when I die I wish I could see my angel happy at list for
Ones be for death takes me from this world.