where's the truth?
the last week has been pretty eventful to say the least.
things have been brought up that i had no idea about, and i'm still not sure what to believe, even after thinking about it for over a week.
the fact that somebody is lying to me hurts me A LOT.
the fact that it's one of my best mates, hurt even more.
but i've let it go for the past few days as i don't believe there is much more i can do to resolve it all.
both of the involved people swear that they are telling the truth and both tell me that they love me and wouldn't do anything to hurt me.
so what the hell am i meant to do?
i mean, it's not even the sort of problem that people often have, it's such a weird situation, and i hate it.
but then there's chat logs as evidence, but could they have been edited. well i know they could've been, but there was a whole months worth of conversation there. why would anybody waste that much time to try and lie.
i think i would've been able to notice if they'd have been edited really, it all looked so real..
i hate liars so much, but the fact that i don't know who is lying makes it so hard because now i don't even know who to hate! argh!
gosh, i just want a break from this place, i want a holiday or something. but then that'd mean being with my parents, and i can't even stand been around my mum.
i planned on going to town today, by myself. i've never been on my own before, mainly because i'm scared of going on public transport on my own, but i'm gunna have to get over that if i don't want to end up like my mother. but either way, he is going to town. it's like he knew i was planning it or something. and now if i go he'll think i went to see him or something. grr.
i might just go read harry potter for days on end, i can be in a dream world that way and not have to think about things.
plus, i have less than 80 pages left to read of the 5th book, so i can definitely finish it before the films comes out!
things have been brought up that i had no idea about, and i'm still not sure what to believe, even after thinking about it for over a week.
the fact that somebody is lying to me hurts me A LOT.
the fact that it's one of my best mates, hurt even more.
but i've let it go for the past few days as i don't believe there is much more i can do to resolve it all.
both of the involved people swear that they are telling the truth and both tell me that they love me and wouldn't do anything to hurt me.
so what the hell am i meant to do?
i mean, it's not even the sort of problem that people often have, it's such a weird situation, and i hate it.
but then there's chat logs as evidence, but could they have been edited. well i know they could've been, but there was a whole months worth of conversation there. why would anybody waste that much time to try and lie.
i think i would've been able to notice if they'd have been edited really, it all looked so real..
i hate liars so much, but the fact that i don't know who is lying makes it so hard because now i don't even know who to hate! argh!
gosh, i just want a break from this place, i want a holiday or something. but then that'd mean being with my parents, and i can't even stand been around my mum.
i planned on going to town today, by myself. i've never been on my own before, mainly because i'm scared of going on public transport on my own, but i'm gunna have to get over that if i don't want to end up like my mother. but either way, he is going to town. it's like he knew i was planning it or something. and now if i go he'll think i went to see him or something. grr.
i might just go read harry potter for days on end, i can be in a dream world that way and not have to think about things.
plus, i have less than 80 pages left to read of the 5th book, so i can definitely finish it before the films comes out!