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Ever feeling like driving off of a huge cliff and ending it all in a huge fireball? It's that kinda day for me today. Work as we will say sucked. I have to do all this shit that I am in charge of and so forth...oh so stressful. Then I get home and all I wanna do is drown my sorrows in some lj porn or something (LOL) and the damn internet isn't working. I talked to Brian and apparently he was having the same shit ass problems. So I call my dad to see if he was having the same problems and god damn if that wasn't a mistake. He started goin off on me about how I need to pay them back this instant for the repairs on my car and that I need to manage my money better and so forth and seriously made me feel like a big pile of shit. I know I have to pay them back but it's been a bad check this time and I have no money and I really do feel bad. But what can I do? I dunno I am horribly depressed at this moment in time and blah I dunno what I'm gonna do!