Sep 16, 2002 11:19
This thing....I guess I should use this thing and tell people about my everchanging and ever so dramatic life more. Because I know how much you all so enjoy reading it. Life sucks right now that is all I have to say. Not a lot of good points to it right now. Still need to find a job. I don't do it because I think I am afraid. I am this way all the time when I first step into something. I know that after I get my first real job getting subsequent ones won't be that big of deal it's just taking this first step that I am afraid of because I have never experienced it before.....and you thought it was laziness the whole time. You should have known better then for me not to have an excuse. Met a girl at a youth group camping thing a couple weeksago. She lives three hours away but we e-mail each other and I believe she actually kind of likes me. Now I know I have said all this before but I don't think I am wrong about this hunch. Just some kind of feeling that I got when i see her or get a new e-mail from her. That's all I really have to say right now. I'm sick of being a hermit..I miss all my friends that are in school right now and never call me. It seems like I have been forgotten and that makes me sad. Bobby is the exception I have seen him quite a few times since school got out and that makes me happy. He's the only one that wants to hang out or even just have the courtesy of calling without wanting something of theirs back. Thanks BOB! Well I'm off to wash clothes and find out how to sell stuff on E-bay. My lost friends..be unlost!!!!!
Trish is alos the other exception although we have not hung out we talk a lot and I cherish that! Thank you Trish!