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Blah pointless entry right now but w.e. I need to jott my feelings down
So yea....everyone has been emo lately...but I think its just me deep down.
I've been holding a lot of my feelings in lately and I can't take it anymore. I really want someone this time in my life...we'll see where that goes. I feel like i'm drifting apart from my best friends....8[[ Boy life right now = good....but i'm kinda confused on how to feel...but I think I kno how I wanna feel....but I'm just to scared to feel that way cuz the last time I felt that way....well everything went good until he broke my heart...and i'm scared to do that again. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Zach asked me if I was going to the swim meet....but I guess i'm not going anymore cuz my mom is gay!!!! and I was looking forward to hanging out with Zach and D but screw that...now i'm doing nothing
Stayed after for the sftball meeting........idk if I'm gonna do it...my friends kno why :/...............me and kim were waiting for my mom...and see these retards running outside and it was Zach and his friend...he came over and he was soaking....boys are dumb! lmao
Now i'm home.......8(
I'm so friggin happy my dad told me i'm for sure getting a car when I turn 16..*knocks on wood*..cuz then I wouldn't be stuck home on days my mom didn't want to drive me back and forth.....can u say FREEDOM......3 more months!!!
ok i'm done now
I love you?!?!?
So yea....everyone has been emo lately...but I think its just me deep down.
I've been holding a lot of my feelings in lately and I can't take it anymore. I really want someone this time in my life...we'll see where that goes. I feel like i'm drifting apart from my best friends....8[[ Boy life right now = good....but i'm kinda confused on how to feel...but I think I kno how I wanna feel....but I'm just to scared to feel that way cuz the last time I felt that way....well everything went good until he broke my heart...and i'm scared to do that again. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Zach asked me if I was going to the swim meet....but I guess i'm not going anymore cuz my mom is gay!!!! and I was looking forward to hanging out with Zach and D but screw that...now i'm doing nothing
Stayed after for the sftball meeting........idk if I'm gonna do it...my friends kno why :/...............me and kim were waiting for my mom...and see these retards running outside and it was Zach and his friend...he came over and he was soaking....boys are dumb! lmao
Now i'm home.......8(
I'm so friggin happy my dad told me i'm for sure getting a car when I turn 16..*knocks on wood*..cuz then I wouldn't be stuck home on days my mom didn't want to drive me back and forth.....can u say FREEDOM......3 more months!!!
ok i'm done now
I love you?!?!?