bwop bwop bwop!!!
So I almost didn't get up today. But I only have one more time when I don't have to go to ballet. So I'm laying in bed, thinking, do I want to cop out or do I want to save my one last day for when I really am going to need it. I figured it would be horrible if one day I woke up with a horrible flu and couldn't function and actually had to roll out of bed and dance. So I figured I would save for when I'm like that.
But ho hey, what the fuck! It was good I came to bellet today. I actually ache right now because I tried really hard today, yea! Also, when I was strtching with Ryan, he told me that he feels like he doesn't know what he's doing directing. I said if he casted Michael it would make his life easier because, you know what your doing Michael. =) Then he told me that I was really good and he kept saying that and said that he wouldn't say it if he didn't mean it. And he said that mainly he was looking for bigger people. I understand, I'm tinay tinay...But he also said my energy was awesome and all these compliments! shamrg.
SOMEHOW I GOT THE GUTS TO ASK RYAN OUT!
Very funny asking someone out in ballet. Because you want to make eye contact but your fucking leaping in the air and turning. hizzah! hizzah!
Comflicted!!!!
I didn't have time to spend time with Chris on his birthday last weekend. Now it's Chelsea's birthday this weekend. Michelle has asked me to go with her to Long Beach today, in the night, to drive and spend time with Chris. If I go tonight I can totally come back tomarrow and then on Sat go to Chelsea's party. But I don't know if I want to make that drive, if Chris is coming down anyway for Chelseas party. shmargee smharg!
I want to eat, all the time. I want two stomachs. I want to be able to dislocate my jaw and shove food down my throat. I want to be able to be split in half and both sides of me able to keep living. I love food. I want to eat at Chef Burger. After school today, I'm going. AND I"M GORGING MYSELF!
But ho hey, what the fuck! It was good I came to bellet today. I actually ache right now because I tried really hard today, yea! Also, when I was strtching with Ryan, he told me that he feels like he doesn't know what he's doing directing. I said if he casted Michael it would make his life easier because, you know what your doing Michael. =) Then he told me that I was really good and he kept saying that and said that he wouldn't say it if he didn't mean it. And he said that mainly he was looking for bigger people. I understand, I'm tinay tinay...But he also said my energy was awesome and all these compliments! shamrg.
SOMEHOW I GOT THE GUTS TO ASK RYAN OUT!
Very funny asking someone out in ballet. Because you want to make eye contact but your fucking leaping in the air and turning. hizzah! hizzah!
Comflicted!!!!
I didn't have time to spend time with Chris on his birthday last weekend. Now it's Chelsea's birthday this weekend. Michelle has asked me to go with her to Long Beach today, in the night, to drive and spend time with Chris. If I go tonight I can totally come back tomarrow and then on Sat go to Chelsea's party. But I don't know if I want to make that drive, if Chris is coming down anyway for Chelseas party. shmargee smharg!
I want to eat, all the time. I want two stomachs. I want to be able to dislocate my jaw and shove food down my throat. I want to be able to be split in half and both sides of me able to keep living. I love food. I want to eat at Chef Burger. After school today, I'm going. AND I"M GORGING MYSELF!