"if i were you and you were me..."
"... and we were back in '93 : we had it all and all was
well : and this was where about i fell : but that was then, we could
pretend : our differences would be the end : i take it back, full blown
attack : now it all just fades to black : i just wanna feel alive : time goes flying by : dooodooo doodoo doodoo : doodoo doodooo doodoo :
if this is how it's gonna be : then i might as well be free : if this
is how you're gonna act : then i just wont take you back : i knew you
well, i knew you then : but now i cant seem to pretend : where have we
gone, it's been so long : i just wanna feel alive : time goes flying by
: doodoo doodoo doodoo : doodoo doodoo doodoo : if i were you and you
were me : and we were back in '93 : we had it all and all was well :
and this was where about i fell : i would've died, you never lied : way
before we even tried : and if i knew what we'd go through : would i
still be into you : i just wanna be happy..."
i was in a little "funk" for a few weeks and i was getting concerned. now, i am doing wonderful. one superb weekend to kick-start my new attitude.
whitewater rafting was amazing!!!
- a completely new experience that let me start fear in the face
- bonding with a group of 30ish people and getting really close with a group of 12
- i have never seen as many naked butts ever (especially going 80 mph on the highway)
- managed to come out of my shy little shell
- fell in love.... with the beautiful landscape of the south
- got to cuddle with a cute brit (even though we were in our own seperate sleeping bags)
after this weekend, i could not stop grinning and my excitement was overwhelming and i just felt great.
i've been alot more social.
i've done alot of things i've wanted to do, and now i've done 'em
- kepting running or exercising every day
- went to see the dresden dolls at the intersection
- climbed the rock wall on campus
- made new friends through backpacking club and other friends
- had my tarot read
- ventured through the ravines for about an hour and a half with 5 other people and it was marvelous
- i've been motivated and rocking my grades
- filled out a job application and it got turned in
i really hope this keeps up!
im also really excited that i am going to carve pumpkins with pumpkinhead tomorrow! i like little kids, as long as i can give em back.
anywho, i am exhausted, but it's a good kind of exhausted.
xoxo, rachel
i was in a little "funk" for a few weeks and i was getting concerned. now, i am doing wonderful. one superb weekend to kick-start my new attitude.
whitewater rafting was amazing!!!
- a completely new experience that let me start fear in the face
- bonding with a group of 30ish people and getting really close with a group of 12
- i have never seen as many naked butts ever (especially going 80 mph on the highway)
- managed to come out of my shy little shell
- fell in love.... with the beautiful landscape of the south
- got to cuddle with a cute brit (even though we were in our own seperate sleeping bags)
after this weekend, i could not stop grinning and my excitement was overwhelming and i just felt great.
i've been alot more social.
i've done alot of things i've wanted to do, and now i've done 'em
- kepting running or exercising every day
- went to see the dresden dolls at the intersection
- climbed the rock wall on campus
- made new friends through backpacking club and other friends
- had my tarot read
- ventured through the ravines for about an hour and a half with 5 other people and it was marvelous
- i've been motivated and rocking my grades
- filled out a job application and it got turned in
i really hope this keeps up!
im also really excited that i am going to carve pumpkins with pumpkinhead tomorrow! i like little kids, as long as i can give em back.
anywho, i am exhausted, but it's a good kind of exhausted.
xoxo, rachel