Jul 13, 2005 00:41
tonight, i fell in love with a stranger. i watched him sing and play
guitar on a bench outside my work. he was accompanied by my friend,
zack, on the harmonica. it's weird. i sat on the steps of my work and
just watched him sing and play. his voice was hypnotizing. i couldn't
help but think about how beautiful the moment was. chances are i will
never see him again, but that is okay. i have that one single moment.
"fate exists, but it can only take one so far... because once you're there it is up to you to make it happen." ... that's from can't hardly wait
. i've been watching this movie before i go to bed at night. as much as
it is light-hearted and funny, it actually says some things that make
you go "hmmmm.... that's so true". i've noticed there are a lot of
movies like that too. even uptown girls has some lines in the movie i wish i could remember.
if anyone has seen 13 going on 30 look at this month's cosmo and glamour. read them. notice the similarities.
i cried within the first 5 minutes of farenheit 9/11 yesterday.
i couldnt stop thinking about one of my friends. i didnt want to cry,
but i couldnt help it. the sobs just kept coming. i am so scared.
last week, a friend of a friend died in a car accident. it has been
tearing him apart. also, it has made me think about life and the cliche
of how fleeting life truly is. i dont want do die without people being
able to say "she lived life to the fullest". i don't want to be scared
of failure. there's only one way to find out if i will fail or be
rejected and that's if i try. if i dont try all i have is curiosity
about "what ifs".
xoxo, rachel.