I really have been
living a lie for the past two weeks.
Siobhan was telling the truth, but so was Simon.
Simon's gone back to Mark, and to be honest, I think I've done more good than bad. I've helped them bond as a couple, and it's help me mature as a person. I've realised that it isn't really my duty to go around and spoil peoples relationships. I can't deal with the emotional torment of becoming attatched, and then painfully dumped on the floor again.
I've told my Mom, officially, that I'm gay. She was shocked. Ha ha! I wouldn't have expected much more. It's just my Dad I've got to tackle now.
I don't feel for him anymore, it's like somebodies pushed a bomb into my feelings for Simon and blasted them apart. I'd be much happier just having a friendship, and I hope I can have a friendship with Mark too. He sounds like a cool person, and he's so lucky to have Simon.
I've learnt my lesson. :-)
xx
Siobhan was telling the truth, but so was Simon.
Simon's gone back to Mark, and to be honest, I think I've done more good than bad. I've helped them bond as a couple, and it's help me mature as a person. I've realised that it isn't really my duty to go around and spoil peoples relationships. I can't deal with the emotional torment of becoming attatched, and then painfully dumped on the floor again.
I've told my Mom, officially, that I'm gay. She was shocked. Ha ha! I wouldn't have expected much more. It's just my Dad I've got to tackle now.
I don't feel for him anymore, it's like somebodies pushed a bomb into my feelings for Simon and blasted them apart. I'd be much happier just having a friendship, and I hope I can have a friendship with Mark too. He sounds like a cool person, and he's so lucky to have Simon.
I've learnt my lesson. :-)
xx