Jopsie you're a star
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart ...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of r.e.j.e.c.t.i.o.n was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*
People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
u would be in my heart...
Would I be in yours?
I would like to point out just how much this email means, to me as a person. The first bit about love describes exactly how I feel with a few people at the moment. I don't know what to say to Ste OR Simon. I feel strongly for Ste, but I feel stronger for Simon and we only met last night! I'm scared of being rejected by both of them, I don't know what to say to them and if I be honest with myself, I think I do like Ste, but I've fallen for Simon.
Simon made me feel wanted. He is REALLY good looking, and he's also a really nice person. Last night when we chatted, we spent more time kissing than chatting itself! He also invited me to stay at his so we can go to Deviate (Gay-bar in Brum) on a Thursday. We exchanged phone numbers and home addresses and EVERYTHING else. (And I'm also talking to Amanda, the foxy bassoonist!) He generally put a smile on my face, but the one thing that got to me and the one thing that is still eating away at me is the fact he has a boyfriend, a boyfriend that doesn't appreciate him! A boyfriend that messes him about! A boyfriend that doesn't let him have friends!
A boyfriend who blatantly doesn't love him.
I wouldn't be able to live with myself if Mark and Simon carried on like that. I want to help Simon get away from him. This morning when I saw them in the same bed, I had this... surge of 3rd degree jealously, but the image that's stuck in my head, is how they slept back to back, with about two-feet between them. It makes me grin, but it still pains me to consider why Simon was in the same bed as him last night. He was a bit drunk though... I'll leave myself to think about that a bit more.
I was particularly pleased with the text message I got when I got out the shower. From Simon. I would write what it said to every last detail, but I lost my phone. It basically said that he was disappointed that he didn't get to say goodbye to me in the morning. He's always making me smile, and despite his age, I really do think I should steal him from Mark.
My age sucks.
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