black spots

Aug 09, 2005 03:08

Ever thought of being NOT too happy because you're scared that the next day would be the complete and exact opposite of what you will be feeling?

It's just a scarry thought. I've received so many blessings already it's so impossible not to be thankfully happy for all of them. I just wish that I can hold on to them for as long as it takes even when events go otherwise to your liking. It's something that I know I lack or need more training on.

I tend to see the black spot instead of the clean sheet.
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