i wish people would stop acting as if i've gone off the deep end...
i wish everyone would stop pitying me.
and i wish they would stop acting as if i’m some kind of fragile time bomb, and they’re counting down the seconds until i explode.
and i wish that people i barely know wouldn’t send me sympathy cards.
do i know you? no.
do i care if you care about what i’m ‘going through?’ not so much.
do you not think that it’s always on my mind?
i’m not a time bomb.
i'm not depressed. i've been in a good mood, and that doe snot mean that i've gone insane.
i’m not not ‘dealing with it.’
i don’t want your pity.
and i am NOT IN DENIAL.
frankly, i have no idea what’s even going on.
so you can stop judging how i’m ‘reacting to the situation.’
when this happens to you, THEN you can start talking to me about it, because as of now you don’t understand shit.
stop psychoanalyzing me, i can do that myself.
people are so stupid sometimes.
a;ovnaiwgvnh.
it's none of you, you all are great.
it's just people in general.
it's basically just a look that i get a lot.
but it pisses me off nonetheless.
i just needed to vent a bit.
i feel a little better now.
tomorrow will be much happier, since i am going home.
i am making sure that my spring break will rock, and i am pumped.
for the rest of you who will not be on break yet (basically all of you) i hope your final days/weeks leading up to your break go quickly and smoothly, and that you all do well on midterms and keep happy!
and i wish they would stop acting as if i’m some kind of fragile time bomb, and they’re counting down the seconds until i explode.
and i wish that people i barely know wouldn’t send me sympathy cards.
do i know you? no.
do i care if you care about what i’m ‘going through?’ not so much.
do you not think that it’s always on my mind?
i’m not a time bomb.
i'm not depressed. i've been in a good mood, and that doe snot mean that i've gone insane.
i’m not not ‘dealing with it.’
i don’t want your pity.
and i am NOT IN DENIAL.
frankly, i have no idea what’s even going on.
so you can stop judging how i’m ‘reacting to the situation.’
when this happens to you, THEN you can start talking to me about it, because as of now you don’t understand shit.
stop psychoanalyzing me, i can do that myself.
people are so stupid sometimes.
a;ovnaiwgvnh.
it's none of you, you all are great.
it's just people in general.
it's basically just a look that i get a lot.
but it pisses me off nonetheless.
i just needed to vent a bit.
i feel a little better now.
tomorrow will be much happier, since i am going home.
i am making sure that my spring break will rock, and i am pumped.
for the rest of you who will not be on break yet (basically all of you) i hope your final days/weeks leading up to your break go quickly and smoothly, and that you all do well on midterms and keep happy!