get it together
"i want to die today and make love to you in the grave"
coming home to an empty house is always refreshing and upsetting at the same time.
morgan went to chicago again. dad lives in another appartment. mom is gone working.
despite whatever was said or felt last time i havent seen sam in over two weeks and all the events have washed out into an imaginary memory(not by any means a fantasy)
Yesterday while sitting in class I got the unique numb feeling only school can give you.
setember; i focus on school
october; i start bad habbits again to feel human
november; i wallow in my mistake and set high goals again for winter
december; i try
from there it's a toss up depending on how my effots pay off in school and how the emotional, social and mental situation is going during winter break
coming home to an empty house is always refreshing and upsetting at the same time.
morgan went to chicago again. dad lives in another appartment. mom is gone working.
despite whatever was said or felt last time i havent seen sam in over two weeks and all the events have washed out into an imaginary memory(not by any means a fantasy)
Yesterday while sitting in class I got the unique numb feeling only school can give you.
setember; i focus on school
october; i start bad habbits again to feel human
november; i wallow in my mistake and set high goals again for winter
december; i try
from there it's a toss up depending on how my effots pay off in school and how the emotional, social and mental situation is going during winter break