same shit diffrent day, no need to read.
so yea, i cant stand being alone. Neither can my mind. This has gotten so bad i dont know what to do. My mind continually beats itself up. I know this isnt healthy, but theres so much you can do. Well, atleast when your stupid like i am.
I cant take this i dont know how to handle it i guess. Once again, im down and out about the military. Trust me, im fully aware that i need to just let it go. Its something no one seems to understand, and i know things work in mysterious ways, but fuck, i dont feel like im going to be able to ever grow to my full potential with out it. Everyone who trully knows who i am, understands though. well atleast you do, yes you, redhead.
i guess i just needed to vent and listen to some music. oh btw, i was rehired with GoodYear, the district manager felt so bad, he bought me lunch, how great.
oh and TMW nights debate im dreading. November im dreading, i hope this country can get back moving soon, i love my country, i live for her, ill die for her, and i hope to always live for what she stands for. no laughing.
goodnight.
I cant take this i dont know how to handle it i guess. Once again, im down and out about the military. Trust me, im fully aware that i need to just let it go. Its something no one seems to understand, and i know things work in mysterious ways, but fuck, i dont feel like im going to be able to ever grow to my full potential with out it. Everyone who trully knows who i am, understands though. well atleast you do, yes you, redhead.
i guess i just needed to vent and listen to some music. oh btw, i was rehired with GoodYear, the district manager felt so bad, he bought me lunch, how great.
oh and TMW nights debate im dreading. November im dreading, i hope this country can get back moving soon, i love my country, i live for her, ill die for her, and i hope to always live for what she stands for. no laughing.
goodnight.