I want to be kissed.
I haven't been kissed in such a long time. Dany kisses me all the time, but it always all feels so methodical. The last time someone kissed me with some emotion was back when Dany and I together back in November. I miss how we were then. I miss how we always used to have something to talk about. Now we just sit in the car in silence. I miss having intellectual conversations at the coffee shop just because it made us feel important. I never want to discuss things like the meaning of life with Dany because I'd feel so silly...I just miss the innocence of how we used to be.
I'm still so madly in love with him, but I'm not so sure that he still feels that way. He seems like he loves me, but isn't -in- love with me. It's all childish, really, my worrying....
I just miss being kissed.
"When I'm heavy with worry you make me light as a feather
When I'm deafened by anger you're the song I remember
With the grace of a dancer and the strength of a pillar
When I'm starving to suffer you just fill me with laughter"
I'm still so madly in love with him, but I'm not so sure that he still feels that way. He seems like he loves me, but isn't -in- love with me. It's all childish, really, my worrying....
I just miss being kissed.
"When I'm heavy with worry you make me light as a feather
When I'm deafened by anger you're the song I remember
With the grace of a dancer and the strength of a pillar
When I'm starving to suffer you just fill me with laughter"