you will never be my fool

[icantstandyou]

i just have try and numb myself against it.
so it can't drug me again,
so it cant take over my life again.
it kills me to think about the life it had created to begin with.
all the good things, all the lovely things...
and then digression followed,
and left me here.
with not much more than a slight determination to be okay.
i am alone in this,
and i should have realized it from the start.
romance has no meaning here,
love has no place here.
the rain has come through, stored it in puddles for a little while,
puddles i jumped in and waded through,
and eventually I saw it disappearing,
it began to evaporate,
taking into the sky something lost between these two hearts