way down inside
Sometimes you just feel lost
completely utterly and mind-numbingly lost
not in a horribly angry 'i hate my life' kind of lost
just a lazy dreary what am I doing kinda of lost
incessant meandering and ending up in dead ends
where nothing from the beginning made any sense
and then at your dead end the beginning became more sensible than anything
you find yourself in dismay, head heart thoughts in dissaray
completely incompletely lost
because i was so sure of myself yesterday
