The walls crumbling, they dont feel anything

[icantstandyou]

my assumptions: of course (unfortunately) correct.
second guesses are a good thing
except shit still hits you hard even when you're expecting it
i can't understand, i really honestly don't get it
this is something
this isn't nothing
this is something important
this is something beautiful
this is something amazing
and lovely
and enjoyable
you don't want it anymore.
this is devastating.
you say you know how it feels
is this out of pity?
you don't know what you want to do
this is a perfect example
I am a perfect example.
this is it.
i gotta get this figured out
maybe a few days but i'll know
I'm pretty sure i know right now
but I gotta feel it out
talk it out
cry it out.
I can't stand tearing something out of my life
something so sweet
something so lovely (mostly)
my question to you
and to myself also,
who can ever want to break their own heart?

they feel nothing but the kissing...