what now?
would it be better if i could wave a magic wand and make it happen the way i wanted it to, or would that lead to my utter destruction as it does in fairytales and movies that portray moral lessons to children? is all of this really necessary, why can't she just stand up and say "it's me, i figured you were tired of looking, so i decided to stand up, you wanna go to a movie?". i guess all of this must be necessary for some reason or another, to build character, or to make sure we really know what we have when we get it and don't waste it like a piece of candy you eat to fast and then get sick. i hate this world i live in.