she was free to waste away alone
i am going to get my hair cut on thursday and i dont know if i should keep my hair the style it is and just get it trimmed up or try a new style. i havent found any pictures of anything else new either. if you know a good place to look, please let me know.
today consisted of work, which was fun (but super busy), band practice (ewwwwww), and i got to see josh for a little bit afterward.
i think i am going to the mall tomorrow to buy random shit that i find interesting.
as I hide behind these books i read, while scribbling my poetry, like art could save a wretch like me, with some ideal ideology that no one can hope to achieve. and i am never real; it is just a sketch of me. and everything i have is trite and cheap and a waste of paint, of tape, of time.
today consisted of work, which was fun (but super busy), band practice (ewwwwww), and i got to see josh for a little bit afterward.
i think i am going to the mall tomorrow to buy random shit that i find interesting.
as I hide behind these books i read, while scribbling my poetry, like art could save a wretch like me, with some ideal ideology that no one can hope to achieve. and i am never real; it is just a sketch of me. and everything i have is trite and cheap and a waste of paint, of tape, of time.