Apr 23, 2005 12:08
i really hope all this lasts, i knwo if i put my all into it
and stop holding back the fear i have it will.
i just dont want to be hurt, or lied too, and i dont want to cry anymore.
i am the most senstive person i think i know and it really gets the best of me.
and i also want to try and restore my faith.
i know ive lost it to something pathetic and that kills me.
its weird how when i try and talk to people about it they're like you? your athiest.
and really im not. but whatever.
i hope everyone has a nice day. i know i am going to .
i <3 my oby more than anything and i know hes what i need to help me with some of this.