babies n life n stuff.
caleb - 6 lbs 6 oz.
cohen - 6 lbs 6 oz.
yaya.
twis are a lot of work.
if one sleeps more than 3 hours at a time, instead of being albe to also sleep that 3 hours straight, the other one will likely not soo i'm up every 2-3 hours and haven't slept more than 4 hours straight since i got home which - on monday - will be 4 weeks!
i feel fine though which is confusing.
it's so strange that they're already almost a month old.
i hear that twins are harder when they're babies, but they're easier once they are toddlers (cuz they entertain each other a lot) but i guess i will find out :D.
they are so amazing. true, i didn't want to "settle down" until i was like 26 or so. but i guess youc an't really plan everything and sometimes it ends up being for the better. i feel some things are still unresolved because of everything happening so suddenly and that kind of bvothers me and i wonder sometimes but. like i said, you can't plan everything. and even if you could it doesn't mean it would be better.
if i wated until 26 i wouldn't have caleb and cohen.
it's a weird concept really. if my mom had gotten pregnant a day later than she did, she would have completely different children.
anywho i8 drank some wine last night which is the first time i've felt anything from alcohol since last july! mm..
it was the first time i've drank wine and enjoyed the taste.. i'll have to figure out what kind of wine it was.
otherwise.
every time it snows i think it will be the last time.
i've thought that at least 10 times now.
but hopefully that last one really was the last one and spring is on the horizon.
i hate winter.
like truly.
i want to live somewhere that is always warm.
21 south dakota winters was about 19 too many.
sioux falls is a little lonely.
i only have one friend here and the only thing we really have in common is that we both have kids. but we get along well and she's really nice so it works. but i wish i had someone that shares more experiences with me. like a savannah :D. or a sheridan. or somethin somethin.
i dunno. i guess it works.. i'll just have to come party in vermillion sometimes. i miss my friends a lot. esp now that i'm not pregnant and can be around smoke and alcohol and am not tired and crabby all the time :p.
anyways.
cohen - 6 lbs 6 oz.
yaya.
twis are a lot of work.
if one sleeps more than 3 hours at a time, instead of being albe to also sleep that 3 hours straight, the other one will likely not soo i'm up every 2-3 hours and haven't slept more than 4 hours straight since i got home which - on monday - will be 4 weeks!
i feel fine though which is confusing.
it's so strange that they're already almost a month old.
i hear that twins are harder when they're babies, but they're easier once they are toddlers (cuz they entertain each other a lot) but i guess i will find out :D.
they are so amazing. true, i didn't want to "settle down" until i was like 26 or so. but i guess youc an't really plan everything and sometimes it ends up being for the better. i feel some things are still unresolved because of everything happening so suddenly and that kind of bvothers me and i wonder sometimes but. like i said, you can't plan everything. and even if you could it doesn't mean it would be better.
if i wated until 26 i wouldn't have caleb and cohen.
it's a weird concept really. if my mom had gotten pregnant a day later than she did, she would have completely different children.
anywho i8 drank some wine last night which is the first time i've felt anything from alcohol since last july! mm..
it was the first time i've drank wine and enjoyed the taste.. i'll have to figure out what kind of wine it was.
otherwise.
every time it snows i think it will be the last time.
i've thought that at least 10 times now.
but hopefully that last one really was the last one and spring is on the horizon.
i hate winter.
like truly.
i want to live somewhere that is always warm.
21 south dakota winters was about 19 too many.
sioux falls is a little lonely.
i only have one friend here and the only thing we really have in common is that we both have kids. but we get along well and she's really nice so it works. but i wish i had someone that shares more experiences with me. like a savannah :D. or a sheridan. or somethin somethin.
i dunno. i guess it works.. i'll just have to come party in vermillion sometimes. i miss my friends a lot. esp now that i'm not pregnant and can be around smoke and alcohol and am not tired and crabby all the time :p.
anyways.