Jan 23, 2005 16:02
I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHY.
WHY, WHY, WHY AND WHY?
I DIDN'T CHEAT, I WAS ALWAYS TELLING HIM IF YOU NEED TO TALK LETS TALK, I WONT JUGE YOU, I GAVE HIM ASS, I GOT HIM THAT STUPID SCARFACE MOVIE HE WAS FREAKING OUT ABOUT, AND I LOVED HIM, MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE DONE THE OPPOSITE.
I REALLY DID NOT SEE THIS COMING.
I GUESS EVERYTHING HAPPEND FOR A REASON THOUGH, I'M THE ONE WHO'S SOPOS TO DO THE DUMPING THOUGH. I GUESS I'M MAD ABOUT THAT TOO.
I GUESS I'M SINGLE AGAIN NOW, WHICH WHEN I CAN RECALL IS HORRIBLE.
NOW THAT I DON'T HAVE SOME ONES BUTT TO STICK MY NOSE IN, I'VE BEEN THINKING...
I CAN ACTULLY GET SHIT DONE NOW
I CAN GET MY LIP PIERCED, I CAN GET ME TATTOO I ALWAYS WANTED, I CAN GAIN 3OO POUNDS LIKE I WANTED, AND BE THE MOST SUCCESFUL 300PD TATTOO'D, HOVERROUND RIDING CIRCUS FREAK..I WANNA DIE
I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE SO HARD ON MY SELF, BUT WHEN I DON'T EVEN GET A EXPLANATION, AND YOU WON'T RETURN MY PHONE CALLS, AND YOU GET YOUR FRIEND TO BREAK UP WITH ME, THATS A REAL BUG WHORE MOVE.
I'M A FUCKING LADY! I NEED CLOSURE, OR I'M GOING TO NEED LOTS OF HELP.
WHOA, MY LEFT ARM MUSCLE IS HUGE, ANYWAY THATS JUST FUCKED UP. I HOPE THIS DRIVES HIM INSANE BECAUSE I WONT LEAVE HIM A ALONE, BECAUSE THE WAY HE LEFT ME MAD ME INSANE.
I THINK I'M DONE BITCHING FOR TODAY, I'M GOING TO GO CALL INTO WORK, TAKE A BUBBLE BATH, CLEAN MY ROOM, WASH THE DISHES, PLAY MY CELLO, WORK ON MY BASS, CLEAN MY SHOE'S, AND RIP UP HIS PICTURES...AND THAT MY DAY