HATE!

[icanneverloveu]

I hate my best buddy in the whole wide world, he don't care, and, I don't care. he can do what ever he wants behind my back, and same here, but when you get told about it, insteed of your bestest buddy in the world tellin you about it, it's bacicaly your instint, tellin you what happend, and you know at that moment and then to tell it, and get pissed about it, and you want to kill...kill....kill your self, but you know it's not worth it though, and you have to live anyways, you have to get on with life......sigh....guys are gay........(crying)..god i'm a loser......oh man, I have thaT STUPID HATE BREED SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD. WE came from there like 10 hour's ago, god I hate guy'sssssssszzzzzzzzzz'zzzz'zzzz'z'zzzzz, except for, Matt, hahhahahahaha,....I want to die or eaither run away to a far away place like death, or somethin, so I can be away from all these gay people, that say they love me but realy don't, why, this suck's, why am I so unhappy? maybe I'm just a teenage depresset.loser!!!!!!sam I am!!!
I don't no whY I
want to die, I just feel that i have no reason to live anymore, I don't no why I get up every morning, and why do I baith every morning.Know one no's how much this sucks to be realy be me...........I realy hate myself...........................ohhh, and I want to die, with all sinseraty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

loser of all univers's
-brittany
-brittany
P.S. I realy do hate my self, not kidding!