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Jul 20, 2009 18:45

I don't like it when it's this quiet. It's suspiciously quiet.


[Private//Very difficult to hack]

I hate it when it's quiet like this. Not enough to do, not enough things to kill, not enough to distract me from when I start thinking in circles.

I want to be a good person, but I'm not sure I'm cut out for it. I lost count of the number of relationships I've broken up or romantic partners I've stolen.

Would it be different if I were completely human, anyway?

And why am I not doing that stuff here? Is it just because I'm stuck here indefinitely, or have I actually let myself get attached to these people?

... Stupid. If I have, I'm being really stupid. In all likelihood I'll never see them again if and when I leave here. And then I'll be upset that I'm separated from them.

Most of them would die before I did, anyway, just because I live longer.

[Private//Very difficult to hack]

stupid, what is this feeling?, private, holy shit i'm old, hackable, what the shit is this, hide your lovers, too quiet, life sucks, i don't do this normally, i can cope, bored, not a good girl, what the hell?

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