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Mm. I've got them back.
... I've always tried to... well. Not be good, but not kill people, at least. I thought I owed my human side that much. And now that I've crossed that line... there's not really a way I can take it back.
... I'm not a good person. I know I'm not, despite how I may appear sometimes. But it feels like I'm being pulled in different directions. I'm neither human nor kitsune. I'm something between the two. But the two worlds have vastly different morals... so whatever I do it's going to be unacceptable to one side or the other.
... I don't even have a life plan. I've never had one. I just drift from place to place. What was I going to do when I finished up my tour of the United States? Tour Europe? And do what? It's not like I have any sort of career in mind. I could probably do whatever kind of career I wanted... but I don't really have any interest in anything.
... I'm always alone. I've always been alone. I don't know if I can stop being alone.
I'm... how old? Over a hundred? And yet I still feel like a child. I want a place to call home, but I want to wander, too.
I don't know anymore.
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Hey, is my room still available? I know there's been a bunch of new people, lately, so I was just hoping my room was still there.