Jan 01, 2008 23:23
i've been ready to go back to school for awhile now. a break is only decent when i'm doing things and seeing people, and since none of that is happening, i just want to go back to a place where i know that will happen for sure.
there's only one person in my life that will ever benefit from me being home all the time.
i can't believe you wished me a happy new year. i just wish i wouldn't have to see you when i return to school. i hate having to pretend that things are fine. i was never any good at pretending, but apparently i'm doing an excellent job.