i find myself searching for old selves
it's been a month since i've listened to of montreal.
a month ago when something amazing happened - while listening to of montreal. for over two hours.
and soon after, apparently you implied that we were seeing each other.. but never clearly said it. so instead, i went off and fucked around with other guys. and maybe you did the same with other girls. but i never told you, and you never said anything to me. what would be awkward is if you still think we're seeing each other. yeah, awkward.
why of montreal? it could have been anything but that. it only reminds me of happy times, kind of like the rocket summer.. but different.
so here i am, a month later, hangin' at home, listening to of montreal and thinkin' about you.. and wondering what you're wondering.
things could be different
but they're not
we want our film to be beautiful
not realistic
see me in the radiance of terror dreams
you can betray me
a month ago when something amazing happened - while listening to of montreal. for over two hours.
and soon after, apparently you implied that we were seeing each other.. but never clearly said it. so instead, i went off and fucked around with other guys. and maybe you did the same with other girls. but i never told you, and you never said anything to me. what would be awkward is if you still think we're seeing each other. yeah, awkward.
why of montreal? it could have been anything but that. it only reminds me of happy times, kind of like the rocket summer.. but different.
so here i am, a month later, hangin' at home, listening to of montreal and thinkin' about you.. and wondering what you're wondering.
things could be different
but they're not
we want our film to be beautiful
not realistic
see me in the radiance of terror dreams
you can betray me