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i've been crushing on you for years now, ever since we first met.
we were so different back then, and we're so different now.
i'm pretty excited to have you in my life, but i want something more.
i highly doubt that will ever happen, though.
back then, you were everything i ever wanted and i never told you that.
present day, that really hasn't changed much.
but i'm not sure how i can make it be what i want, especially not when she's in the picture.
but then i also wonder if i already missed my chance.
love,
it's the wave i ride,
that won't ever reach the shore.
overwhelmed by the tide
and wanting nothing more, tonight.
than to take this time
and make it all mine.
it's coming around again.