all your friends seem like enemies when you're broken down and empty
why are you so different around people? when you're around me, you aren't ever like that. you try so hard to be liked - i suppose you're always trying to impress, but last night just got annoying.
i think you're just upset.
because we didn't get to go out that one night you were planning for a long time.
because you don't see me as much as you used to see me.
because you don't want me to get any further away from you.
sometimes i think that things would just be better between us if there wasnt any secrecy or any heartache. but i guess we'll never have that. we never talk about anything on a deeper level, and i was a litle surprised you told me how you were feeling the other night.
JL is supposed to come over tonight and stay over.
i think no matter what i say, i'll always feel something for you.
it's just never strong enough to need you like you need me.
this is passion, it's not love,
infatuation never ends up right.
at least i won't be alone tonight.