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a round three was almost inevitable tonight.
and yet, didn't happen.
you stared at me constantly, instead of watching the screen. you were watching me read.
you tried to get me to say things about myself and my situation at the moment - you made yours evidently clear. but i didn't really. i wouldn't have minded doing something but i knew it would have just made things worse.
surprising that you took the joke farther, as you started the whole ordeal.
and you made it seem like although you were all for the idea of me going to new zealand... you wanted me to stay; and that you would be sad not having me around.
do i really mean that much to you?
we were so close to each other, just like old times.
i missed those times, but i've moved on.
i'm sorry if you haven't.
but i wouldn't be surprised if you never will.
and yet, didn't happen.
you stared at me constantly, instead of watching the screen. you were watching me read.
you tried to get me to say things about myself and my situation at the moment - you made yours evidently clear. but i didn't really. i wouldn't have minded doing something but i knew it would have just made things worse.
surprising that you took the joke farther, as you started the whole ordeal.
and you made it seem like although you were all for the idea of me going to new zealand... you wanted me to stay; and that you would be sad not having me around.
do i really mean that much to you?
we were so close to each other, just like old times.
i missed those times, but i've moved on.
i'm sorry if you haven't.
but i wouldn't be surprised if you never will.