like a stone in the bottom of a well

Nov 03, 2005 10:12

Shooting star in the middle of the sky. You blink too long and the lights will pass you by. One shot sight to see. A chance to make a wish, but you're laying around man, why so sad?

I'm supposed to be in class right now. I'm not. My head aches and I'm tired and I'm treating myself to one of three classes today because foreign policy was actually already cancelled. I'm going to lunch at Nice N Natural with Alison because she's my roommate and I don't get to spend enough uncranky time with her.

My Mom and Rebecca are coming tomorrow. They're bringing a blender for BJo. *sigh* That's of relief. I love my family. My mom knows more about me than I do sometimes. She's the one I call when something amazing happens or when my heart gets broken or even just when Blur makes me a pink poodle balloon animal named FiFi. Even when I wake her up she manages to be involved in whatever the conversation.

One of my love languages is giving. That's how I show it to other people. That makes Christmas a very exciting time for me.

I've got amazing news...

Neil is being baptized. Now, I don't know Neil extremely well, but I know enough to know that I like him and he's a great guy. Plus, he's dating one of the most important people in the world to me. Anyway, this is just amazing to me to see how God has worked in his life and how much he's changed and how the Shack has affected his life. Wow. I cried when he talked at the bonfire. I cried again when I read the email about his baptism. I've never seen somebody go through the process of becoming a Christian. It's a blessing to us all, I think.

I realized yesterday that a broken heart is not necessarily the result of a break up. That's kinda scary.

Things are settling down. Not around me or in school, but in me. Or at least I'm pretty sure they are. There is always further to go though and I dunno what is going to come next.

'Cause I'm ready to be thrown. Close your eyes. Let me go. I'm ready to be thrown. Close my eyes. Here we go.
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