oh p.s.

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the part that hurts the most is i decided to take a chance on lex and open up to him and i was vulnerable. he didn't break up with me shittily which is why i can't be mad at him. he was struggling with it too. fuck it. i think i will be half-mad at him.

and despite how he makes it seem like we're 'seperated' theres probably maybe no way in hell we will date again.