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My high school guidance counselor came into the store today. It took me forever to recognize her, and I haven't seen her in going on 6 years now? And even then I only saw her when they made me so there's no way she would recognize me as one of her former students. I still had the urge to chase after her after realization hit and explain that I really am making something of myself, this is just something on the side, I have a real big girl job and everything honest!
Which. Is dumb. Why do I have so much shame wrapped up in worrying if people think the store is all I have going for me? It's not that I'm any more proud of my actual job, I only like that it pays a hell of a lot more. So, basically, I'm ashamed of both my jobs. This is just the one that's more visible.
Someday I am going to figure out what I want in life. That day is just not today.
In other news I almost got into an accident because it didn't occur to me that the roads were icier than I thought they would be until the SUV was veering into my lane. Luckily I was also beginning to veer into the next lane! I fucking hate winter now that I have to drive in it. :(
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Which. Is dumb. Why do I have so much shame wrapped up in worrying if people think the store is all I have going for me? It's not that I'm any more proud of my actual job, I only like that it pays a hell of a lot more. So, basically, I'm ashamed of both my jobs. This is just the one that's more visible.
Someday I am going to figure out what I want in life. That day is just not today.
In other news I almost got into an accident because it didn't occur to me that the roads were icier than I thought they would be until the SUV was veering into my lane. Luckily I was also beginning to veer into the next lane! I fucking hate winter now that I have to drive in it. :(
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