fuck

[icanbeyourstar]

i always do this to myself. will someone please tell me why i do this? it's not like i'd really listen though. for once it would be nice if the reasoning in my head made it through my mouth and out instead of just being pushed back further into my head. yeah, that would be nice.

i think it's time i stop telling myself that i don't care and that it isn't anything. because i do care. but it still probably isn't anything. to him, atleast.

stupid boys. stupid stupid stupid boys.