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your broken sleep was all too familair.
sighs & moans that broke my heart.
i wanted to step inside your dreams...
fill your head with the warmth of the sun
we had bathed in earlier that day.
i wanted to keep them from getting inside...
negatives.
i found myself somewhere i never knew i'd be.
with you.
some place i wasn't sure i'd find.
but there i was.
tangled.
in steam and skin and thoughts and breathe and stares.
glances.
no longer deflected. or interrupted. or silenced.
disturbed by the bitter balance of the world.
shaken by incessant thought.
here in a surreal existance i found something.
however fleeting. momentary. temporary.
it was still mine.
and still i find myself drifting back to those cold nights.
the nights we danced the dance.
shifting.
shiftless.
finding comfort in noses and limbs and eyes and mouths.
saying and not saying.
you opened my eyes.
sighs & moans that broke my heart.
i wanted to step inside your dreams...
fill your head with the warmth of the sun
we had bathed in earlier that day.
i wanted to keep them from getting inside...
negatives.
i found myself somewhere i never knew i'd be.
with you.
some place i wasn't sure i'd find.
but there i was.
tangled.
in steam and skin and thoughts and breathe and stares.
glances.
no longer deflected. or interrupted. or silenced.
disturbed by the bitter balance of the world.
shaken by incessant thought.
here in a surreal existance i found something.
however fleeting. momentary. temporary.
it was still mine.
and still i find myself drifting back to those cold nights.
the nights we danced the dance.
shifting.
shiftless.
finding comfort in noses and limbs and eyes and mouths.
saying and not saying.
you opened my eyes.