so angry all the time

she is boring
and she can't write
stop trying

but she's thin
and i'm fat

so here i am
angry all the time

I'm sorry for not coming over tonight.
I'm sorry for being something that hurts you
  even when you're only trying to be kind
    trying so hard to be kind

I want to be there tonight and forever.
For now, I need to stay away.
Even if it sucks.
And it does.

We lose either way.

I had a teenager's conviction that i would be different
that i was gonna be real different than the person i became

So you're going to ditch my 21st birthday for robo tripping ( Read more... )

Tonight someone told me that I have no idea what I want

It's so true
And I needed to hear that from another body.

Click to view

and this is how I feel

I'm becoming everything I've ever hate
I'm so bitter.
I need to kill it.

Forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past.

This is such a shitty crush.

Jazz ( Read more... )

I haven't taken my medicine in over a week ( Read more... )

I don't want to write love poems anymore ( Read more... )

You're all just actors in a great play.

Don't get me wrong, you're all very interesting characters and the plot is pretty okay.

But it's not fucking real.