on the brink?
do you ever think there's a point where you think to yourself im sick of this, ive had enough!
i think thats me right now.
my entire life ive felt like im always catering to other people. making plans for everything. making sure shit gets done or that this happens or that that happens. and im really pretty much sick of it.
why doesnt someone else make the plans for a change? and follow through with it and make something happen for me. Or ask me what i want, not hey i dont know what to do or YOU decide. i dont wanna be the planner for once. i dont wanna make sure everyone has a ticket. everyone has a ride, everyone has everything they need. i dont wanna have to worry about people waiting till the last second for things and then have it fuck up everything.
or hey lets go do this. ok you plan it and ill go. why does it always have to be me driving or me fronting everything. me planning where it is we go. we stay. we eat. we drink. am i the only one that takes initiative to make things happen?
i know lifes about making things happen for yourself, but what fun is it when i feel like this and i feel like things would never happen if it werent for me planning them?