May 11, 2004 19:23
I'm pissed at you
For distracting me from being
Angry and bitter
You waltzed into my chest
And took over
And turned me into a quitter
Cause all my life
I've been calling myself
The Bitter Queen
And I had huge plans
The most gigantic yet
To reign supreme
But then this happy thing
Took over and
Stole away my
Special pen
It was black and cold
And always knew
how to verbally
Kill men
I hate the one I have now
It's all pretty
Girly pink
And the shit that
Comes out of it lets off
An awful sappy
Corny stink
I want the old one back
Again so I can do
What I did best
All my favorite poems
Are full of hate
These ones don't fit
With the rest
I want to use good
Words again
Like fuck, cunt, bitch
And whore
Not "I'll never leave"
And "Yes it's true,
I do love you more."
Cause words like that
Mean nothing to a heart
That once was cold
I want to be that full of angst
Just one more time
Before I'm old
So piss me off
Or leave me
Or make me want to run away
No wait -
Come back! I didn't mean it...
Stay!!!